Monday, December 20th, 2004
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6:24 pm - bored
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hey....
im so bored...there is nothing to do...i have a headach...and there is noone online to talk to...and i might go skating tomorrow(wed.) cause i havent been in forever and there is NO CHURCH!! that sucks...i love church....for ya'll that dont go you need to....ARDELLA IS THE BEST CHURCH EVER!!!!!....lol.....my opinion....but anyways....i guess me and sierra are ok....OK...just ok.my and mookie aint going out...and cowboy keeps asking me out....cowboy is like my brother...i cant date my brother...he dont see me as a sister he sees me as a girlfriend...it wouldnt work...but he is SWEET!!!! i dont know who i want to be with.....HELP ME!!!!
~!~ Jennifer~!~
p.s. if you are reading this and you are bored...im me...xmytears.....if im on
current music: the wind
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Friday, December 17th, 2004
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10:33 pm - what is wrong with me?
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WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME...I HAD EVERYTHING ANYONE COULD ASK FOR...I HAD EVERYTHING I HAD MY MOOKIE...AND I GUESS IM JUST FUCKING GREEDY AND I THOUGHT THAT I NEEDED MORE...I HAD MOOKIE AND THATS ALL THAT I NEED.....HE IS MY EVERYTHING...HE IS MY WORLD...HE IS MY MOOKIE....I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I CANT LIVE WITHOUT HIM....BUT NOW I HAVE TO...I HAVE TO LIVE WITHOUT MY WORLD...MY MOOKIE....WHAT HAVE I DONE...WHAT COULD I EVER DO...I COULD NEVER REPLACE HIM...I STILL LOVE HIM AND I ALWAYS WILL...HOW STUPID COULD I OF EVER BE TO BRAKE UP WITH HIM...I CANT BELIEVE I DID THIS SHIT...I THREW MY WHOLE FUCING WORLD AWAY....COULD I EVER GET IT BACK??
~!~ME~!~
current mood: WONDERING
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10:13 pm - mookie
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Thursday, December 16th, 2004
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6:53 pm - MIGAEL
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why cant you see that i do love you......AND I DO WANT TO BE WITH YOU....i just cant.....ok......im tired of hurting....and if im with you i cant see you....and that makes me cry...and if i cry that makes you upset and i cant make you upset....i cant do that to you...i dont want to hurt you...and this may hurt now..but later it wont....it will help you.....cant you see i would do anything for you....and right now...im doing the best thing for you...and this will help you
~!~Jennifer~!~
current mood:  sad
current music: marios new song
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1:29 pm - SAD....
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THIS SUCKS....
ME AND MOOKIE BROKE UP...I MISS HIM SO MUCH.....I REALLY DO LOVE HIM......BUT....IM TIRED OF HURTING....IN THE END ITS ALWAYS ME THAT HAS TO DEAL WITH ALL THE SHIT.......IM THE ONE THAT ALWAYS CRYS.....AND IM TIRED OF IT....BUT I DO LOVE HIM...S-O-O-O-O-O-O.....WHAT DO I DO..I WANT TO BE WITH HIM....BUT I DONT WANT TO CRY....WHAT DO I DO.....
~!~JENNIFER~!~
current mood: SAD
current music: the sound of my tears
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Sunday, December 12th, 2004
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10:29 pm - DEPRESSED......
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im so fucking depressed....my life is fucking hell...everyone critisizes and they dont know shit...they dont know what its like to live my life...they dont understand what its like to have parents who dont want you....they dont know what its like to live in fucking hell......my friends even fucking turn their backs on me...i have a boyfriend..that i never see and i cant talk to him...cause he is always in trouble.....i miss him....and either way im the one that always gets fucking screwed...if im not with him...i cry...cause i miss him...if im with him...i cry...cause i cant see him...either way im the one crying...im tired of fucking hurting....but i guess someone has to...it just fucking sucks that is always has to be me.....if anyone has fucking anything to say that can help me...please go right ahead.....
current mood: depressed
current music: the sound of my tears
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10:11 pm - DEPRESSED......
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im so depressed...noone knows what its like to live this life...the life of hell....noone understands me....everyone critisizes but they dont know the shit i go threw....they dont know what it is like to live this life of hell....my parents treat me like shit.....all my friends......turn their fucking backs on me....my boyfriend...well i never see him and i cant ever talk to him cause he is always in trouble...and i miss him...either way im screwed....if im with him i never see him...and i cry.....if im not with him.....i miss him....i cry....either way i fucking cry...im tired of this shit.....im tired of fucking hurting.....im tired of fucking crying......im tired of life....all there is for me here is being fucking hurt...and depressed...if anyone knows what the fuck i should do...tell me cause i dont........
current mood: depressed
current music: sound of me crying (like always)
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Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
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12:15 pm - haha
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HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
funnist thing ever..........REBECCA WANTS TO FIGHT ME....ME....and rebecca well that would be a hard fight to win....she has never got in a fight before...and she thinks she is gonna get her friends on me...well im not gonna get my friends on her.,,,in gonna fight fare....none of my friends have a problem with her....well some of them....and there not in this its just me and her but she can get her little friends on me...for all i care...doesnt matter....but when im done with her friends im still gonna get to her....this is how it all happend i have a STALKER and she was giving him information about me....and i asked her to stop and she sayed i do as please.....well then if she is gonna get smart with me im gonna get smart with her...i odnt want to fight her cause we used to be like best friends....but she is not gonna run her mouth to me i dont play that shit.....I MEAN.....i dont aprecciate her runnin her mouth..i could of faught her yesterday the only reason i didnt was because my boyfriend...migael didnt want me to...that is the only reason...and i dont have a problem fighting her...cause i will...i mean all this wouldnt of happend if she kept her mouth shut....i mean that in a good way to...SHE IS PISSES ME OFF....she said she is gonna ger jenna on me....SHE WONT FIGHT FOE HERSELF....what a baby...ye and she tryed to get her friend on me but her friend is on my side...and...well i guess if she wants a big fight and wants to get jenna in it i know alot of people that wanna fight jenna (amanda) and my sister....and jenna is scared of both of them and she cant say she isnt scared of them cause when she walked into my house with my sister there...she was scared....and i know she is scared of amanda cause she asked me to fight her for her...what does that tell you she is basicly saying that i can fight better then her...so0o0o0o0o....i know jenna wouldnt want to fight me.....so0o0o0o0o...or amanda...so i dont have to worry about jenna...and anyways i have to go do homework....i have bad grades.....
love everyone (exept rebecca)
~!~Jennifer~!~
current mood:  pissed off
current music: lack of color
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Friday, December 3rd, 2004
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9:49 am - last night
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hey hey hey
last night was good but bad.....the good thin was i got to see my mookie...i love him so much...he was gone fir 1 week he was at a beach house...and i didnt get to talk to him or anything i was so sad....io missed my mookie...he asked me out last night...i was so happy...i was like YES...lol....hehe....the bad news was....he almost got in a fight with some wigger....but i broke it up...GO ME...lol...i almost got in a fight with htisone guy cause he cheated on my friend i got 1 hit on him...and hten migael broke it up.....i was so fucking mad last night........and then jenna and rebecca got in the car...and my sister cant stand jenna...and when we was on lakeland highlands road....like 20 min. away from my house...jenna said well let me out then and i will walk...so my sister stoped right in th middle of the road and said get your ass out....and made them walk home....i was like omg...i think they found a ride....im not sure....well i will let you go cause im talkin to my friend about mookie,,,,
bye bye
I LOVE MY MOOKIE
current mood:  loved
current music: the sound of love
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Saturday, November 27th, 2004
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8:57 pm - ANDY JO CAME OVER
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hey hey hey...
today was so fun...andy jo came over....we had some fun..lol...we humped a reindeer....a couple times..lol...we went swimming...for about 2 min....lol...brr....lol...we went with our socks on of course wouldnt want to catch a cold...lol...haha....lol...then we eat...yum yum... the we watched PASION OF THE CHRIST....the sadest movie in the world....((sniff sniff)) i cryed..lol...it was sad....DONT WATCH IT IF YOU DONT WANT TO CRY...cause you will...then we eat some more..then we got online and noone was on....lol..we did our cartwheels andy yours is the best...wink wink...lol..jk...lol...but today was so fun..and kyle if i was you i would run..andy jo is starting to get mad...haha...lol...well i will let you go..just had to fill you in....lol...
love ya'll lots....
bye bye bye bye
~!~Jennifer~!~
current mood:  bouncy
current music: over and over again-tim and nelly
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Friday, November 26th, 2004
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7:52 pm - last night
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Hey ya'll
what are ya'll doing....nothing i guess of your reading my l/j...lol...anyways last night that amanda girl didnt show up....but thats ok....lol...jenna and rebecca left at like 10:30 and i stayed till 12......lol...it was SO FUN....me and emily was dacing on all the slow songs and we was doing the walts....lol...it was very funny...lol...everyone was like look at the weirdos....lol....it was funny....andrea and brittnay was there too...oh and so was migael....yea.. i think that we have something again....im not upset about it either....i just dont know what to do about the whole stephen thing...he stood me up again....and i never see him...he never calls me...i just dont know if our relationship is very good right now...so0o0o0o...idk what to do...well i have to go....so post a comment and tell me who i should be with...lol...please...ok...
~!~jennifer~!~
current mood:  confused
current music: the sound of my thinking
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6:33 pm - hey hey hey
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hey hey hey,
what up ya'll....lol...nothing at all here just sittin at beckums sisters house jenna and her are painting their faces....lol....anyways...me and jenna are cool now...for those who didnt know we was going to fight...but we aint now...jenna is gonna fight this girl named amanda....jenna...i got your back...lol....noone messes with my friends and gets away with it.....lol....well unless she can fight...lol...then we might have a problem...lol..jk...anyways...me and kyle are still friends((shocker)) lol...but we havent talked much...he is still dating kaley...((good job))...i think...and i am gettin my belly peirced christmas eve. i cant wait....yay..lol.....well i will ttyl cause i have to get ready to go skating....
love ya lots
~*~*~jennifer~*~*~
current mood:  awake
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Thursday, October 14th, 2004
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11:41 am - today
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hey hey hey,
what are ya'll doing...i guess nothing if you are reading this.......lol......well today was ok.....well is ok.....i might go to the rink......brent is gonna be there ::whoo::hoo:: lol jk.....i dont know what im gonna do bout my problem......miguel...or brent....? idk.....i like both ALOT!!! i really dont know what i should do....oh i got a new nickname....its....lil tador....oh shut....lol....and sierra is big tador....lol....hehe.....that s funny....lol....well idk what i am doing...i might have to go to my dads.....oh...yea....rebecca got her belly button peirced...go her...lol...i am in like 1 year or somnething like that..........YAY...lol....i cant wait....she said it didnt reallt hurt....lol....we will see.....hehe...i really wanna go skating cause i havent SKATED in along time.....well i went wed. with monica and sierra....it was kinda funny......sierra almost got in a fight with 4 year old..lol....hehe....but my other friends got in a fight and then mrs. michelle told us to leave so we all went to the bowling ally and then here 5 cop cars pull up and take us all back to the rink were mrs.michelle told the cops that me monica and sierra wasnt in it so they let us go....lol...yay...hehe........well i guess thats all...bye bye
~!~ lil tador~!~
current mood:  amused
current music: p.s austin
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Friday, October 8th, 2004
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11:44 pm - DEPRESSED......
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hey hey hey...
what are you'll doing? im just sitting here being depressed.....why am i depressed you ask.......BRENT!! I really do love him!!! He is mad at me because i got al little out of hand an i said fuck you!! That was wrong of me!! I'm so sorry brent!!! I really really love you and you know that!! That hurt so bad when you said you didnt know if you felt the sameway when i said that!!! Plus i was still upset about the little accident that happend with you!!! I just dont get that you would do that....if you say you like me as much as you do then why would you do that?? i just dont get it!! I mean i forgive you and all i just wanna know why you did it!!! and then sarah telling me you said you liked her!!!! THAT REALLY HURT!! well i have to go!! BYE BYE
p.s. if this is brent ..... i love you SO much and i dont care how bad you mess up....i'll always love you......lol......not saying you'll mess up again!! lol
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current mood: depressed
current music: girls lie too
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1:01 pm - some freaky stuff!!
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ARKANSAS CITY (AP) —
A Little Rock woman was killed yesterday after leaping through her moving car's sun roof during an incident best described as "a mistaken rapture" by dozens of eye witnesses. Thirteen other people were injured after a twenty-car pile up resulted from people trying to avoid hitting the woman who was apparently convinced that the rapture was occurring when she saw twelve people floating up into the air, and then passed a man on the side of the road who she claimed was Jesus.
"She started screaming "He's back, He's back" and climbed right out of the sunroof and jumped off the roof of the car," said Everett Williams, husband of 28-year-old Georgann Williams who was pronounced dead at the scene. "I was slowing down but she wouldn't wait till I stopped," Williams said.
She thought the rapture was happening and was convinced that Jesus was gonna lift her up into the sky," he went on to say. "This is the strangest thing I've seen since I've been on the force," said Paul Madison, first officer on the scene. Madison questioned the man who looked like Jesus and discovered that he was dressed up as Jesus and was on his way to a toga costume party when the tarp covering the bed of his pickup truck came loose and released twelve blow up sex dolls filled with helium which floated up into the air.
Ernie Jenkins, 32, of Fort Smith, who's been told by several of his friends that he looks like Jesus, pulled over and lifted his arms into the air in frustration, and said , "Come back here," just as the Williams' car passed him, and Mrs. Williams was sure that it was Jesus lifting people up into the sky as they passed by him, according to her husband, who says his wife loved Jesus more than anything else.
When asked for comments about the twelve sex dolls, Jenkins replied "This is all just too weird for me. I never expected anything like this to happen."
current mood: amused
current music: streets of heaven~by i dk who!
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Thursday, October 7th, 2004
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7:19 pm - my love life.....
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hey hey hey,
my love life is kinda bouncy right now..i THOUGHT i loved kyle but i was wrong....i thought i liked chris.....but i was WRONG!! now i KNOW i love brent!! he is the nicest cutes loving person that you'll ever meet and guess what...he likes ME!! me...isnt that awesome!! this is the first time someone i loved loved me back....YAY!!! im soOoOoOoOo happy!!! Miguel likes me again!! He is ok but i think that im gonna be takin soon!! I HOPE!! lol me and chris dont even talk anymore...he is a pervert!!! He asked me if he could...well i wont say that!! lol well i g2g just thought i would let you know who i love now...lol
byez
~!~H~A~T~C~H~E~T~!~
p.s if this is brent i still love you!!
current mood: amused
current music: p.s if this is austin(brent) lol
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7:13 pm - the cooliest thiing EVER!!
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Love is the sensation caused by the temptation...when a guy sticks his location in a girls destination to populate the nation for the next generation. Do u understand my explanation or do u need a demostration?
current mood: chipper
current music: imposible.....soOoOoOo sad!!
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Wednesday, October 6th, 2004
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12:22 am - this is mine and kris's convo......
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SouthanSoulja: iont kno if i wanna get it right ne more
drinkbeer0247: I wAnT a GuY -2- HoLd Me TiGhT
tReAt Me RiGhT...
KeEp Me SaFe ThRoUgH tHe NiGht
i WaNt a GuY wHoS sUpEr SwEeT
a GuY -2- SaY "BaBy, It'S oK...jUsT FaLl AsLeEp
a GuY wHo WiLl AlwAyS LiStEn -2- Me
tHaTs ThE GuY I wAnNa KeEp
drinkbeer0247: what do you mean?
drinkbeer0247: you tryying to say you dont wanna talk to me anymore?
SouthanSoulja: u makin it out ta be like that
drinkbeer0247: no im asking you if that is what you are sayin
SouthanSoulja: hell no i like u.....but u gotta relize ma EX used ta bail outta shit juz like u bailin out
drinkbeer0247: im not bailin but if you keep referin me to your ex im not just gonna bail out of the moves!!
drinkbeer0247: :-*
SouthanSoulja: your not just gonna bail out of the movies?
drinkbeer0247: yea
drinkbeer0247: if you keep refering me to your ex
SouthanSoulja: what u mean by NOT ONLY
drinkbeer0247: that means i wont talk to you
drinkbeer0247: if you keep refering me to your ex
SouthanSoulja: u do what u gotta do but im juz sayin
drinkbeer0247: you gonna stop?
drinkbeer0247: ok w/e
SouthanSoulja: im not reffering to u as her....im juz sayin u is acting just like her
drinkbeer0247: that is refering to me as her!~
SouthanSoulja: no it isnt!
drinkbeer0247: yes it is
SouthanSoulja: fuck it then u aint gotta talk to me den
drinkbeer0247: i want to talk to you....i likre you.....it just pisses me off when people do that shit
drinkbeer0247: **like
SouthanSoulja: w/e.....u are BAILING OUT OF THE MOVIES JUST LIKE ma ex.......USED TO
drinkbeer0247: w/e
drinkbeer0247: see you are refering her to me AGAIN
SouthanSoulja: u kno what fuck it....if uont wanna talk to me iont wanna talk to u
drinkbeer0247: LISETEN I LIKE YOU.....I WANT TO TALK TO YOU......i just want you to stop talking about your ex around mr
drinkbeer0247: *me
drinkbeer0247: or sayiong i act like her
drinkbeer0247: i might i dk
SouthanSoulja: iight well i dont like u BAILING OUT ON THE MOVIES AND MEETING ME
drinkbeer0247: but still dont tll me i do!!
drinkbeer0247: i want to meet you
drinkbeer0247: and i aint ballin
drinkbeer0247: **balien
SouthanSoulja: ALRIGHT I WONT.......ILL INFER IT BUT I WONT SAY IT
drinkbeer0247: i never said i was
SouthanSoulja: YES U DID
drinkbeer0247: ok
SouthanSoulja: U SAID"IM NOT GONNA BE THERE ON FRIDAY"
drinkbeer0247: no i dindt i said say it again and i will
drinkbeer0247: i was JOKING
drinkbeer0247: "when i first saw you, i was afraid to talk to you, when i first talk to you, i was afraid to like you, when i first liked you, i was afraid to love you, now that i love you, im afraid to loose you
drinkbeer0247: im afraid to loose you
drinkbeer0247: are you gonna say anything?
SouthanSoulja: U HAVNT SEEN ME YET
drinkbeer0247: so....i was afraid to like you ...now that i do...im afried to love you....i think i do....NOW IM AFRAID TO LOOSE YOU
drinkbeer0247: ..................
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SouthanSoulja: ONCE U HAVE ME,GRASP ME CUZ IONT WANNA SLIP/
MAKE SURE WHEN U HOLD MA HAND U GOTTA FIRM GRIP/
AS I KISS YOU SOFTLY AND RUN MA HANDS THROUGH YO HAIR/
I AINT GON CLOSE MA EYES WHEN WE KISS,CUZ I'LL DIE IF I OPEN THEM AND U ARENT THERE
drinkbeer0247: yea if only you felt that way
SouthanSoulja:
IM ONNA HIGH WITH U BABY U LIKE MA DRUG/
A TENDER KISS AND A GENTEL HUG/
ME ON MA KNEE ASKIN THAT HEART STOPPIN QUESTION/
I LOVE U DONT 4GET IT IF I FORGOT TA MENTION/
WE GOT MAD TENTION ON THE FONE U IS STR8/
BUT WHERE WE GON BE AFTA THAT FIRST DATE
drinkbeer0247: did you just call me str8?
drinkbeer0247: lol
SouthanSoulja: STR8=KOOL
drinkbeer0247: lol
drinkbeer0247: oh i get it
drinkbeer0247: lol
drinkbeer0247: ONLY IF YOU FELT THAT WAY ABOUT ME
SouthanSoulja: HOW U KNO WHAT I FEEL
drinkbeer0247: you dont feel that
SouthanSoulja: HOW DO U KNO
drinkbeer0247: you dint do you?
drinkbeer0247: dont*
SouthanSoulja: -LOOKS U STR8 IN DA EYE-...."YES ACTUALLY BABII I DO"
drinkbeer0247: how could you like me soOoOoOo much...your always mad at me
SouthanSoulja: IS NOT U........IS LIFE
drinkbeer0247: what do you mena by its life?
SouthanSoulja: I HATE MA LIFE
drinkbeer0247: y?
drinkbeer0247: y would you hate your life?
SouthanSoulja: CUZ I JUZ DO....LIFE IS NUTN
drinkbeer0247: y do you say that?
SouthanSoulja: U LIVE,YUH DIE,YUH LIVE,YUH DIE
drinkbeer0247: ok
drinkbeer0247: what is that suposed to mrna ya you live you die...and....
SouthanSoulja: CALL ME?
drinkbeer0247: ok.....
SouthanSoulja: WHEN U GON ALL
SouthanSoulja: CALL*
drinkbeer0247: um....now?
SouthanSoulja signed off at 12:28:51 AM.
drinkbeer0247: your cell or house?
current mood: depressed
current music: the sound of my tears rolling down my cheak!
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Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
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6:10 pm
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hey ya'll
what are ya'll doing? nothing much here.....me and kris are friends again....he wants to go to the movies and makeout with me and stuff like that....lol....YAY......j/k well anyway..... i guess me and sarah aint friends.....she hasnt talked to us...but oh well cause she wants to ditch me and mollie for her lil skateboarding friends....so....oh well....that is her problem!! I think it is mest up that we would be good friends and he just ditch us....a true friend wouldnt do that!! But idc cause i have many friends and she doesnt have to be one!! i really could care less!!! idk what else to say....oh yea me and kyle arnt talking anymore.....i love him and all but i'm not in love with him.....im over him....he is being a ass to me.....he is trying to get people to fight me...well rhina and them...oh well.....i dont carew!! lol well im gonna go so.......byez.......
~*~H~A~T~C~H~E~T~*~
I LOVE YOU KRIS!!!
current mood: happy
current music: she will be loved~~by i dk who....lol
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Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
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4:38 pm
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hey hey hey,
what is up my nigas? nothing much here just sitting at sarahs g-mas house!! YAY!! lol i was suposed to be home at 2:30 and it is like 5..lol...oh well......we was going to go to party city today but we didnt get too....(tear)....last nite was sOoOoOo funny!! Me and sarah got her dads old shirts that are way to big for him and we put pillows in them and ran aroubd sarahs g-mas neiborhood...lol...it was soOoOoOo funny these old people was staring at us...lol...lit was soooooo funny!!! well i g2g so i'll update tomorrow..lol...
luv ya'll!!!
byez
~!~H~A~T~C~H~E~T~!~
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